It happened in a flash
I didn’t expect you
I was not alone
But wished I had of been
Because then I could’ve felt free
The one
I did not believe
Surely its lust
Surely this can’t be real
Surely this is not how I feel
I felt like a bad person
I was not single
I tried to stay away
But there you were
Every night
It’s just a hug I’d say
He protects me
He cares
But he’s just a friend
Then the question
I asked you
Are we just friends?
No
I walked away
But wanted to stay
I wanted you so much
But I’d always had such bad luck
Like a thunderbolt that never went away
I dreamed of you
You should have seen my face
When you would message me
When I saw you
It’s described like a shining beaming light of pure joy
No one could compete
And yes when it ended with the other
I did not fall straight into your arms
But I did not know enough
I have to protect myself
Protect my heart
For I knew that if you broke it
I’d never ever recover
For now I know
That I will never let go of your hand
You may be concerned
When you think of my past
But please know
You’re the first true love I’ve had
And when I look at you I see a future
There’s no best before with you
This is it
So get on with it
Cause it’s going to be a very long ride